I can’t explain the feelings i’ve been through this year.
I’m more honest with myself than absolutely ever in my life.

I see my friendship with Aliza dying.
That’s a truth I’ve been trying to avoid for years.

I don’t have any (even slight) desire to be a doctor.
If i was paid less I wouldnt do it.
If it had less prestige I wouldnt do it.
If i hadnt set myself up for it, I wouldnt choose it now.

I dont want to do it. I dont want to go through the process and I always thought I just had to, but I dont!
I have never faced that before, I’ve always avoided that reality.

I tried to talk to mom about it and she shut me down.
"during the day"
"not tonight"
"wait for dad"

I’m just going to dissapoint them.
Its a choice between keeping them happy or me happy
Its a choice between having respect and credibility or doing what you’d rather be doing.

What’s that? I dont know for sure yet, but for some reason I’m okay with that. I’ll figure it out.

I cant believe she said I dont care
she shouldnt have come, she said
why would you say that to me? you’re my best friend still i thought
i thought you were on my side, i thought you could c ome to me, i thought you could trust me

but you would never do that, you’d never trust me/
you’d never speak to me
you’d never let me in
and i just can’t call you me best friend if thats the case

It’s just making me feel more and more that I shouldnt be here
I should go back to New York and be with Aaron
I belong there

but trust me, he comes with his share of problems too.

ill-be-y0ur-safety:

standhaft:

the-universe-of-justin:

Did Disney think Floridians were some alien race or something.

We are

too accurate 

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yutsna:

marauders4evr:

royalmindspoorsouls:

fxckpain:

This was so much work, so please don’t steal.

My life energy

This person took 100 different photos and carefully put them together into a gif. Needless to say, they are truly living up to their URL.

imagine if humans had this tho

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airspaniel:

drunkwario:

Anon hate from the late 1800’s.

What I love most about this is that this person was SO INCENSED at the recipient that they couldn’t even wait the days/weeks it would take for the mail to go through. No, they had to say “FUCK YOU” as soon as fucking possible and, AND, let the recipient that they were not done with the fuck you, nay, this was merely the first volley in what would undoubtably be a dressing down of Biblical proportions.

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andrewbelami:

If this is the tweet that keeps me from getting a good job or going to a good college I will jump off a very big building

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tell us your most embarrassing story
Anonymous

jesusinc:

jesusinc:

So a while back i was at this party and i was the first girl to arrive and there were like 20 guys already there, we were all siting around, having a beer and whatnot when the dj arrived. So all the guys went out the front of the house to help set up the dj gear and it was just me sitting there alone in the backyard for like 5 minuets. I stood up to go follow them bc i was getting really bored when i realized something, my period had gone through my white pants and stained the while chair, i was humiliated, i had no idea what to do, i could hear the guys were coming back and i had to do something quick, time was running out. So i grabbed the chair, ran like 10 meters and threw it over the fence into the neighboring yard, i quickly walked back and tied my jacket around my waist. The guys soon returned and didn’t suspect a thing, i am amazing.

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wreckitronnie:

"[NERVOUS SWEATING]" 
— Romeo, probably

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hotty-toddy:

blameaspartame:

George

American Hero

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ryden-gg:

grawly:

this isnt the future i wanted

this isnt the way things were supposed to turn out

god is dead

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An inmate serving a life sentence for molesting and murdering a 10-year-old girl named Katie was forcibly tattooed across the forehead by a fellow prisoner with the words “KATIE’S REVENGE”

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americangothgirl:

During WWII, Irena got permission to work in the Warsaw ghetto, as a Plumbing/Sewer specialist. She had an ulterior motive.

Irena smuggled Jewish infants out in the bottom of the tool box she carried. She also carried a burlap sack in the back of her truck, for larger kids.

Irena kept a dog in the back that she trained to bark when the Nazi soldiers let her in and out of the ghetto. The soldiers, of course, wanted nothing to do with the dog and the barking covered the kids/infants noises.

During her time of doing this, she managed to smuggle out and save 2500 kids/infants. Ultimately, she was caught, however, and the Nazi’s broke both of her legs and arms and beat her severely.

Irena kept a record of the names of all the kids she had smuggled out, In a glass jar that she buried under a tree in her back yard. After the war, she tried to locate any parents that may have survived and tried to reunite the family. Most had been gassed. Those kids she helped got placed into foster family homes or adopted.

In 2007 Irena was up for the Nobel Peace Prize. 
She was not selected. 
Al Gore won, for a slide show on Global Warming.

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dicklover3000:

no i think we should talk about the past

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dancinglashatumbai:

the gay agenda

or as i call it

the homoschedule 

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